Right Now

Right now I am sitting and thinking about a study I will teach tonight.
Right now I wonder if I will speak the words to the women how they are intended to be spoken.
Right now I'm asking God for help.
Right now I am wondering what I will eat for dinner.
Right now I am listening to my husband and son talk to each other.
Right now I am not feeling too chipper....the sun is not out today. I'm happier when the sun is out. ☺️
Right now I think of my work day and how I left early.
Right now I Wonder if I filled out that document the right way.
Right now I pray for my friend who has pain.
Right now I'm thinking of temptations I would like to avoid.
Right now I'm wondering why my God chooses to use me for anything.
Right now I love my God.

Our minds go in a lot of different directions at once. I know mine does. At my work I multitask all day. I have to watch and hear and assess and know what's "normal" and what's not when it comes to patient care. Then we have to interact with 3+ people at once.....and keep it all straight. Then someone asks me for reports or what's going on with a person.....I have to answer quick as there isn't a lot of time for chit chat in that situation. Sometimes it's hard to turn this all off.
I read a lot too and if I don't write down or ask my questions right away I will forget. I'm not sure if it's my age or I just got too much on my mind to focus on one thing totally? Or maybe God is using my busy Brain for much bigger things than I can ever imagine.

The great thing about "right now" is that we don't have to wait. God is right here, right now. He is on top of what we got going on in our brain and in our actions. He knows what we will say, do, and how we will act. He's there for us and he's not waiting for us to figure it all out then come to Him. He's got
this.....all. We can count on Him and when we count on Him He gets the glory. So.....right now in the midst of our questions, drama, joy, temptations, sadness, peace, and love our God is right there. Never forget that.